Funked out

Ok, I admit it, I'm still in a completely funked out mood. I can't seem to get enthused about training, exercising, anything. I actually dread coming to class (and while this isn't new, it does get old fast). Once I'm there I'm fine! I enjoy working hard with everybody, love the learning, but this still gets me almost every time. Part of it could be the possibility of testing this year--which freaks me out. Could even be the snow! To steal an expression, I'm in a real I DONT WANNNNNNAAAA mood and I'm digging in my heels even when I dont really know why. Sorry for being a downer team, but thats where I'm at.( But yes, I am still doing pushups!)